Tuesday, May 17, 2005
im feeling flu-ey again and its not a good thing. and its worse dat i keep piling on e chocs n biscuits in sch. dunno why but i feel e need to binge tho im consciously cutting down on my carbo intake by eating less rice and more veggie/meat. haben been out for a jog for about one week... kinda lazy and unmotivated la haha. anyway, i got an excuse since im feeling sick. but being one who would feel guilty for not keeping to e routine, i did some abdominal exercises in e hope of getting rid of my tummy. argh, it's taking so long to zap those cellulite off my tummy area. im looking for kakis to go to e gym wif me, any takers???
and i stil haben found e luxury of time to figure out how to decorate a blog. all e HTML i've learnt in e past have flown outta e window, i dunno when it happened tho.
i wanna go for microdermabrasion. get rid of all those acne scars. but its so damn expensive, and being old lil cynical me, i dunno wat happens at e beauty salon, whether dey'll tie me up and threaten to pump me wif e fats from their liposuction waste to make me go for other treatments. i saw one going for 68 bucks at Bioskin but as usual, "Terms and Conditions apply." dats a major turn-off for me. im tinking of e cheaper alternative, Loreal's Microdermabrasion Kit, going for onli 32 bucks. DIY though... and as e saying goes "Cheap things no good, good thing no cheap" so im still pondering over it. bah... mebbe someone can get me dat for my bdae or xmas *winks*
ziheng decide to up his msg output to me from 2 msgs a day to 4 today. it used to be "hey, good morning" and "have a good night". today it was "hey, good morning" then "sorry. forgive me" and now "hey, how's ur day". i presume der's another gd night msg later. and i have no idea y he said sorry... i dun dare to decide whether its good or bad. everything is still pretty much grey and murky. and i dunno y i juz cant look him straight in e eye in sch and mebbe smile for a greeting. today, our eyes met briefly for bout 2 times in all, and both instances, i looked away first. cant rmb how my facial expression was, but i tink i looked pissed. i dun feel pissed, but its juz a natural reaction leh... very hard to explain. i rmb seeing him, closing my eyes for 2 seconds and turning away... u noe? dat kinda "heck care, rolls eyes" look? juz dat i closed my eyes instead of rolling my eyes... one day, i'll master all my guts and smile back at him. show him dat im getting over it. yea, dats wat im gonna do.
surprise surprise. shishi actuali came to me for advice on firdaus. apparently, he's still e stubborn old cow. haha. den i juz related my experiences to her lor... haha. nv tot it'll become this way. and im quite fine wif it actuali. dey invited me for their bbq this friday but i got SLO camp, so too bad lor haha.
been slacking for 2 nights coz i din have homework. by right i shld be studying for my mid-year oredi.. its during e 3rd week of june hols and i probably won have time to study in e 1st 2 weeks due to Pre-U Seminar and remedials. but by left... haha. dunno. have i told u how i always give in to temptation??!!
signing off wif a kiss.
butterflies whispered at
5/17/2005 09:33:00 PM
