Thursday, September 29, 2005
thankfully e fuss bout e grad nite tix have been kinda settled. i was close to breaking down over e whole thing la. initially our gang agreed to go together, then a few decided that we shld sit wif e class. then another few wanted to book e seats early so that we could get a good table, but e class ppl had to wait till e last min to make their decisions. as a result, alot of ppl were unhappy bout it and e blame undoubtedly landed on my head even tho i wasn't liable for anything.
dammit. i got my GP paper. toopid KONG BAH BAO!!!!!!!!! he failed me for my paper 2 la!!!!!!!!!!! wat e hell... 23/50. all except for one A5ian failed, while S3 passed everything. wah lao, i was so pissed. juz look at e disparity. HE SHLD BE SACKED. PERIOD. wer got gp teacher mark liddat one? he credited marks when he's not supposed to and he doesnt when he is. crap. even mrs r is superbly agonised at his slipshod way of working. these marks betta not be going to e MOE as a benchmark for a A levels, or else i'll juz bang my head against e wall and die. i tink it was my best paper yet, but e marks dat came back were horrible. even paper 1 was a disaster. im not ashamed to say that it deserved at least a 32 mark because i addressed everything appropriately and coloured it with wonderful language. i was almost dying when i finished e paper, sapped of brain juice and hand strength. but dear Mr Chan aka Barcode decided to hate me and commented that my paper was "mundane and uninspiring"! at first i was so outraged, but it turned to mirth when i found out that everyone else had e same comments. look who's e mundane one now. but anyway... instead of marking my script as it is and crediting me for e way i manipulated my stuff, HE QUESTIONED WHAT I WAS TRYING TO DO when i made everything so obvious and clean-cut. BULLSHIT! i am so terribly frustrated. tho i got a 30/50, which was oredi better than wat e rest of e class got, i still tink that i was shortchanged. all these shitty discrepancies for our big paper! WAT E HELL LA!!!
so much for trying to be a 'rising star of Jurong'.
got back paper 8 as well. got a 59%... which is below my average but i guess i fully deserve it coz i misread one of e pieces. but i was quite pleased for e drama piece... which salvaged my script from e doldrums. a 31.5/50! mmm mmm. my chinese lit was not bad as well. i got 71/100! weeeee. so happy... but i was dragged down by e language component. but overall, its a B or a C la... not bad la not bad.. as for Econs, i onli have my MCQ for now. 14/30! fail........... expected la. so im praying that paper 2 and paper 3 will pull it up...
i look as pale as a ghost. and fair too. i need to go tanning badly.
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butterflies whispered at
9/29/2005 10:55:00 PM
