[[see through me]]
[x] applie
[x] elaine/menghui/apple pie/heng mui/ah meng
[x] sweet seventeen turning elephantine eighteen
[x] 02/11/1987
[x] jurong junior college
[x] family, friends
[x] passion, truth, beauty, love
[x] adventure seeker, daredevil at heart
[x] cynical optimist
[x] introvertly emotional
[x] hypersensitive, uberparanoid
[x] down-to-earth, happy-go-lucky

[[fancies]]
[x] white chocolate
[x] rum and raisin ice cream
[x] strawberries in any form
[x] gummy candies
[x] contemporary popular dance
[x] singing chee-na pop
[x] pink and white
[x] shopping and window-shopping
[x] swimming
[x] short poems
[x] stoning
[x] smiling and making ppl smile
[x] mint

[[pooh-poohs]]
[x] smokers
[x] animal abusers
[x] two-timers/womanisers
[x] male chauvinist pigs
[x] injections/dental/surgery
[x] flying bugs
[x] supernatural occurences
[x] gore
[x] insecurity


[[withered glory]]
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[[friends and favs]]
designer
chaoshun
evelyn
xiaowen
serena
Xiaxue
Ayumi Hamasaki
Shutterfly ;

Sunday, October 16, 2005

bang seyed eve today to take care of my bro at home coz everyone else will be out. as usual, i failed to accomplish anything fruitful except for some underlining/scribblings.

im financially strapped yet u still wanna take advantage of my nicety and exploit wat lil cash i have. why dun u find other more lucrative targets instead? its not as if u dunno my situation. by all means, i dun go declaring im poor or watsoever but going by e way im managing my financial reins with such restraint, it shld be obvious enuff to u. dun push ur luck too far, buddy.

im treated like a puppet to be manipulated by e strings all e time. im onli of use when they need me and when im no longer of help, im marginalised. dumped like a ragdoll after its entertainment value has expired or they found another substitute for me. humans are such manipulative creatures. all e feelings involved... izzit for real or what? or izzit juz there so that ppl can sponge off each other?

butterflies whispered at
10/16/2005 07:30:00 PM