Tuesday, October 04, 2005
i realised how lucky i am. no matter how hardup my family might be, or how much we had to go thru, we love each other and thats all i need to know. i dun need to have the best of everything, to have e most branded apparel or to eat e nicest food, because i have the best home to go back to everyday. the love we shared need not be spoken out, but we all know its there. it may be flawed, it may be imperfect but at least we are aware of it. i love my family, i know they love me too. i hope this love of mine is able to forgive whateva imperfections inherent of the love we have for each other. i'll take note of e lil things i can do to make my loved ones feel betta if only for juz a few moments. i'll take care of my own temper to make my home a more pleasant one. i'll be a good daughter, a sensible sister and a decent homemaker. come what may, i'll face it with a brave front and fight with my mightiest. i'll not let anything destroy my family portrait. with wateva little strength i have, i make sure i do my part and i pray that my family will do e same as well. there may be times when i may back down from e pain, but i'll survive...
it is only through difficult times that true love shows. e tribulations that ppl encounter are enuff to drive one over e edge, but im glad for e kinship and ties that run deep which make it so much easier to bear through. u may tink that some ppl are juz a thorn in e flesh and u juz cant bear e sight of them, but when hardship surfaces, they may be e first ones who render a helping hand.
i have learnt never to take things for granted because i've experienced a fair share of obstacles and difficulties. and i once again remind myself that, besides that, i must also cherish wateva i have for now. even tho it may be gone in e near future, i shld be happy dat it existed for a short, beautiful time. i am very contented with what i have now and i shld not be hungering for too much because all that could be gone in one fall swoop, who knows.
tho this never occurred directly to my family, it has impacted us all e same. we feel and empathise with wateva they are going thru. we may be borders away from each other, but wateva they are experiencing have taught us very important values to keep in mind. it has taught me bout trust, kinship, transcience and alot more.
i love my family, my friends. there is so much more i could have written but i doubt i can encapsulate everything within the mere capacity of words. i dun tink i made any reasonable sense from e lack of context revolving e contents, but well, its juz some thoughts that i need to get out of my head and to whomever is reading this.
dear friends, i hope u guys reflect on your own life as well.
butterflies whispered at
10/04/2005 01:29:00 AM
