Sunday, November 06, 2005
that date and time meant something to me, but i shall be mysterious and not say anything...
i cannot stand rich ppl who tink money can do wonders. i saw an article in The New Paper a few days back. a sch bus driver forgot that there was a kid sleeping on the bus, so he drove e bus all the way to the Causeway customs when he wanted to go to Johor to refill petrol. the customs officers found the girl and returned her home safely. now here comes the crunch: i dun deny negligence on the driver and bus attendent's part coz they shld have checked the bus properly. the matter shld have been rested after a letter of apology or something, but the parent of the child had to kick up a fuss and demand disciplinary action against the driver and the attendent, which led to them being sacked from the company. and even after several letters from the childcare schoolhouse, the parent even wanted the sch to change bus operators. NOW THAT IS WAYYYYYYY TOO MUCH.
juz coz you pay the sch fees, and fulfil the possiblity of the driver having a decent income, doesnt mean u can go abusing your authority and demanding all sorts of unnecessary action over such a small mattter. its not as if your child has been kidnapped due to that or something. and how could u overlook the hundreds of times that the driver good-heartedly did his duty and delivered your child to your doorstep? and just because of one single incident that doesnt even warrant much panic, you strip some low-income earner of his job without any consideration. asshole.. all that filth of your money has turned your conscience into coal or something?i was stuck at mac this whole day studying away. but apparently, the jitterbugs got a hold of me and i started to feel all stressed out again. i tink i have peaked at the prelims, and somehow feeling myself sliding down the ramp. the lecture notes looked as undelectable as leftover mould coz i've studied the damn thing hundreds of times before, but i still cant rmb everything i shld have rmbed. THATS WHY I PROLLY FLUNKED MY CHINESE. i tot everything had been installed in my memory thru countless repetitions but that din work for my Chinese A paper coz i forgot wateva was supposed to garner me the 71 marks i got for my prelims. now, its the same case with Econs and im badly traumatised once before. HOW???
i was juz short of breaking down but thankfully, eve, elaine and fir responded to my distress calls in time to keep me from losing control. my deepest thank yous...
anyway, me and eve were one table away from this sec 4 girl studying for her O levels. initially, we were fine with her. budden when this bunch of sec 4 guys, presumably her classmates, came over and sat at the neighbouring table, they started to tok and tok and tok and tok, as if they're here for a chatting session instead of a study session. but the most intolerable thing was how the girl spoke. it was in this ultra-act-cute accent, which i am very certain, was faked in the presence of the guys to attract attention. im not being judgemental here, but i had enuff experience in sec sch to pinpoint who's acting cute and who's not. normally i wouldnt have minded coz i'll be nice and let them be, but today i was already frustrated enough with my worries... so i got freaking pissed and shot dagger stares at her. apparently, she din get e hint coz e chatter went on for another hour or so... argh.
ok. that's my Two Minute Hate for now. i need to exercise tml to release endorphins into my mind so that i won launch into such mood swings and start criticising everybody i see on the street... and i gonna listen to elaine and take a break from studying for one day before returning to the books. im reali drained of energy... cant last much longer if i juz drone on with such unproductivity. so i gonna go out wif firdaus on tues and go look at cloth for my prom dress. then at least i have something to look forward to after my As.
good luck to all who's having your PW oral presentation soon!
butterflies whispered at
11/06/2005 10:53:00 PM
