[[see through me]]
[x] applie
[x] elaine/menghui/apple pie/heng mui/ah meng
[x] sweet seventeen turning elephantine eighteen
[x] 02/11/1987
[x] jurong junior college
[x] family, friends
[x] passion, truth, beauty, love
[x] adventure seeker, daredevil at heart
[x] cynical optimist
[x] introvertly emotional
[x] hypersensitive, uberparanoid
[x] down-to-earth, happy-go-lucky

[[fancies]]
[x] white chocolate
[x] rum and raisin ice cream
[x] strawberries in any form
[x] gummy candies
[x] contemporary popular dance
[x] singing chee-na pop
[x] pink and white
[x] shopping and window-shopping
[x] swimming
[x] short poems
[x] stoning
[x] smiling and making ppl smile
[x] mint

[[pooh-poohs]]
[x] smokers
[x] animal abusers
[x] two-timers/womanisers
[x] male chauvinist pigs
[x] injections/dental/surgery
[x] flying bugs
[x] supernatural occurences
[x] gore
[x] insecurity


[[withered glory]]
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[[friends and favs]]
designer
chaoshun
evelyn
xiaowen
serena
Xiaxue
Ayumi Hamasaki
Shutterfly ;

Sunday, November 13, 2005

cambridge hates us. for some reason, they made the papers especially tough this year. i tot Chinese was bad enuff, until i heard of Maths, Chem, Bio and subsequently experienced GP for myself. though it was perversely comforting to know that other ppl found it hard too, i stil dun imagine myself getting the grades i expected.

so wateva happens to Econs and Lit then? i cant bear to imagine. =( worst case scenario: repeat J2. serena, i'll be taking exams with u next yr. how fun!

next week is gonna be draining. but come friday, i'll be shackle-free~! well.. almost. sorry eve! haha. but sunday will still be on with you. anyway, i oredi have 3 movies in schedule, thanx to someone's complimentary movie passes. wahahaha. ^.^ musuem visit. movie. prom shopping. movie. suntanning. movie. bbq. movie. stayover. movie. grandma's house. movie. clubbing. movie. chalet. tha's what has been lined up after my last paper. i'll be free until the end of this yr before i look for work so pls book your slots asap. first-come-first-served basis.

e mood swings are going away. yay. everyone shld be happy after e 24th. but i tink within this period, alot of ties have oredi been broken, forgotten, chucked aside or simply ignored. one by one, my closest frens seem to be getting estranged from me. the distance din matter, its the emotional attachment that is fraying. will it return to normal after the exams? i dunno. i certainly hope so...

i write differently from the way i behave. i tend to be more frank when blogging because i treat it as a freedom of expression. but in reality, i dun normally carry out what i say because there are alot of considerations involved. tho i may defame someone here, it doesnt mean i'll reali vomit vulgarities into that person face-to-face because im aware of the humiliation he/she will face, the scene i'll create, guts it'll take to act it out blah blah blah. bottomline is, what i say here shldn be taken seriously. im old enuff to noe what im doing. pls be discerning enuff to treat me like a young adult.

butterflies whispered at
11/13/2005 01:14:00 AM