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[[see through me]]
[x] applie
[x] elaine/menghui/apple pie/heng mui/ah meng
[x] sweet seventeen turning elephantine eighteen
[x] 02/11/1987
[x] jurong junior college
[x] family, friends
[x] passion, truth, beauty, love
[x] adventure seeker, daredevil at heart
[x] cynical optimist
[x] introvertly emotional
[x] hypersensitive, uberparanoid
[x] down-to-earth, happy-go-lucky

[[fancies]]
[x] white chocolate
[x] rum and raisin ice cream
[x] strawberries in any form
[x] gummy candies
[x] contemporary popular dance
[x] singing chee-na pop
[x] pink and white
[x] shopping and window-shopping
[x] swimming
[x] short poems
[x] stoning
[x] smiling and making ppl smile
[x] mint

[[pooh-poohs]]
[x] smokers
[x] animal abusers
[x] two-timers/womanisers
[x] male chauvinist pigs
[x] injections/dental/surgery
[x] flying bugs
[x] supernatural occurences
[x] gore
[x] insecurity


[[withered glory]]
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[[friends and favs]]
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chaoshun
evelyn
xiaowen
serena
Xiaxue
Ayumi Hamasaki
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Thursday, November 17, 2005

freak. i can holler a thousand different vulgarities from my vocabulary right now. mypicgallery.com screwed up on me and requires me to pay for its services. which explains why my star icons turned into such ugly tabs of "Account Expired, Please Subscribe".

and all my pics are GONE. 4 years of collection, everything from my 2/5 photos, neoprints, css photos... defenestrated without even a warning. how am i supposed to stomach this?!!!!

im going to change address soon. the thought of unknown people scrutinising my blog and linking me up is too scary for comfort. yes, i have nutting to be ashamed of because everything i say here is 100% sincere, honest and reliable... but u noe my age-old reservations bout mass media. ppl like to "duan zhang qu yi", meaning they take bits and pieces of what i wrote and distorting it to their whim and fancy with no respect for my intended context at all. thats why i got so fed up by the whole Ziheng scandal when everyone simply passed it mouth to mouth and changing the whole story without even knowing what truly happened. no doubt, these comes with the discretion of setting up a blog, but its juz WRONG to distort facts. u can read it, you can disbelieve me, u can judge me, BUT DON'T DISTORT IT. get your facts straight before u come up with your own version of it. its a due respect that you give to the writer when you read their material.


butterflies whispered at
11/17/2005 02:36:00 AM