[[see through me]]
[x] applie
[x] elaine/menghui/apple pie/heng mui/ah meng
[x] sweet seventeen turning elephantine eighteen
[x] 02/11/1987
[x] jurong junior college
[x] family, friends
[x] passion, truth, beauty, love
[x] adventure seeker, daredevil at heart
[x] cynical optimist
[x] introvertly emotional
[x] hypersensitive, uberparanoid
[x] down-to-earth, happy-go-lucky

[[fancies]]
[x] white chocolate
[x] rum and raisin ice cream
[x] strawberries in any form
[x] gummy candies
[x] contemporary popular dance
[x] singing chee-na pop
[x] pink and white
[x] shopping and window-shopping
[x] swimming
[x] short poems
[x] stoning
[x] smiling and making ppl smile
[x] mint

[[pooh-poohs]]
[x] smokers
[x] animal abusers
[x] two-timers/womanisers
[x] male chauvinist pigs
[x] injections/dental/surgery
[x] flying bugs
[x] supernatural occurences
[x] gore
[x] insecurity


[[withered glory]]
December 2004 January 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005

[[friends and favs]]
designer
chaoshun
evelyn
xiaowen
serena
Xiaxue
Ayumi Hamasaki
Shutterfly ;

Thursday, November 17, 2005

nutting's going right. i thought the worst has oredi passed, but turns out that Econs is even harder! ARGHHH! at least paper 1 and 2 were do-able. easier to crap... can onli hope that wateva crap i wrote makes some sense to my marker. yada yada. 2 more papers to freedom... wahoooooo! today, me and chaoshun were acting as if everything was over. he treated me to Billy Bombers milkshake and its super thick fries and i can tell u... its SIMPLY DIVINE! too bad it din come in strawberry flavour tho. i had the chocolate one, and whoa... i was blown away. i swear that every inch of my being is enjoying the rush of endorphins that i so gratefully appreciate during this tough period of time.

i have no idea whether i made e right decision. its high time that i tink for myself, and solely for myself. i dunno... i'll reconsider it seriously when everything's over and i'll have the luxury of time to ponder bout our relationship.

to S: all i can say is, things are not what you seem. i account to you solely because i tink u have e right to noe, and not that im trying to exonerate myself. there are things behind closed doors that u won get to hear and it won matter anyway coz everything will sound like excuses even tho they aint. whether u believe me is up to u. if u still tink that i have done you wrong, there's nutting more i can do to convince you. im sorry if it hurts but one thing i can safely tell u is that, im guilt-free. i told you no lies. i did wateva i can to smooth things out between you and him. i din do anything to cause your breakup. as far as i am concerned, we onli started after you guys ended... so pls dun misunderstand. hope u find ur happiness too.

butterflies whispered at
11/17/2005 02:00:00 AM