Thursday, January 13, 2005
ahhh.. i cant stop tinking bout yihao... geee, this crush is getting more n more serious by e day. dunno whether he reciprocates my feelings or not. coz sometimes, wen i glance at him, i happen to catch him looking at me. and he likes to tease me weneva i walk past... so could it become a reality? i dunno la... anyway, today i gave him e photo dat i took of him n tim during orientation.. attached a note of thanks to it as well. after he received it, he tapped my arm and said thanx... oh my gosh, i swore i could have fainted... cant phantom wat was e look in his eyes but i could tell dat it was sincere.. and my heart skipped a beat wen he looked me in e eye wen he was thanking me. gagagaa... im 17 oredi yet im behaving like an adolescent.. haha, how how? stayed back in sch to do my homework b4 going home.. partially bcoz he was der as well la.. den wen he went off wif weijie n apple, he teased me again.. gagaga... im going crazy over him liao...
and last night, evelyn called me and we both shared stuff bout e 'cute guys' in our lives... haha... wat a merry time.
tink i gonna scrape this blog n and start all over again soon.. coz im sounding like a desperado haha... idiot~ cannt let ppl see leh... so pai sey~ im aching from tues training but it was worth it coz yihao was having his soccer as well.. den we ran 5km! haha.. i came in 2nd... so can show off abit haha. but one thing im reali sad bout is dat miss choo wasnt der to see me put in effort.. shucks la. im so afraid dat she'll exclude me from e overseas trip again... which is bloody hurting coz i reali put in a lot of effort to improve myself n i hope she can see dat. hopefully tml she'll be present and dat i won screw up my performance again... honestly, i tink my court skills suck. my passes cant get thru... it always get tipped off... but i've improved on my runs and footwork liao... so i muz reali overcome dat obstacle n prove it to miss choo dat i deserve to make it to e team.
coming to studies... i've made a decision to stay back in sch everyday if im free to finish my homework b4 i go home. partially bcoz i wanna have a chance to see yihao as well la.. coz e councillors oso pia their homework in sch till quite late lor. hehehe.. in a way, i can be disciplined enuff to stay on track wif my studies and to feast on eye candy as well. but e prob is.. so many j1s like him as well! everytime dey walk past e councillor's board, dey'll stop n stare at yihao's pic for sometime... wah, damn jealous sia. even e girls from my OG oso smitten wif him... aiya, cannot blame la.. he's too charismatic liao. so far beyond my reach so i guess i'll juz make do wif fantasizing lor...
and e dance for talentime is slowly forming! i cant wait!!! but e thing is we onli got 4 girls in e group... and i tink e dance won look good wif onli us. i suggested getting guys la.. but jj seems to be short of guys who can dance. there are la.. but we are looking for ppl who can be committed n disciplined. apple came to mind.. but i tink he's not very keen. after all, we're all girls mah.. den mebbe he forming his own group to dance as well.. so we'll see la. we're doing e music now.. den nana gonna choreograph lor. hope it turns out nice la.. truthfully speaking, i reali dun hope for e dance to be feminine and nua nua... i wan it to be full of power n slick dance moves. hopefully it'll turn out liddat la.. cheerios! haha...
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1/13/2005 10:26:00 PM
