[[see through me]]
[x] applie
[x] elaine/menghui/apple pie/heng mui/ah meng
[x] sweet seventeen turning elephantine eighteen
[x] 02/11/1987
[x] jurong junior college
[x] family, friends
[x] passion, truth, beauty, love
[x] adventure seeker, daredevil at heart
[x] cynical optimist
[x] introvertly emotional
[x] hypersensitive, uberparanoid
[x] down-to-earth, happy-go-lucky

[[fancies]]
[x] white chocolate
[x] rum and raisin ice cream
[x] strawberries in any form
[x] gummy candies
[x] contemporary popular dance
[x] singing chee-na pop
[x] pink and white
[x] shopping and window-shopping
[x] swimming
[x] short poems
[x] stoning
[x] smiling and making ppl smile
[x] mint

[[pooh-poohs]]
[x] smokers
[x] animal abusers
[x] two-timers/womanisers
[x] male chauvinist pigs
[x] injections/dental/surgery
[x] flying bugs
[x] supernatural occurences
[x] gore
[x] insecurity


[[withered glory]]
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[[friends and favs]]
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chaoshun
evelyn
xiaowen
serena
Xiaxue
Ayumi Hamasaki
Shutterfly ;

Tuesday, March 08, 2005

yihao likes nana. and i tink nana likes him too..

today i saw em toking den gwen, afiah and carmen were teasing em. so more or less, it shld be true i guess.. hai..

i was like so stunned.. a pang of hurt juz came over my heart. i nv knew i liked yihao so much.. i mean, he's like e person who made me get over firdaus and now dat im entirely over him, this has to happen. my fantasies, dreams and everything juz got crushed.. but i forced myself to accept it all e same. nana is my fren.. i told her b4 dat if yihao were to like a fren of mine, i would wish em all e best. and if its true dat dey're oredi together, i shld juz get over him and give em my blessings.

but it cant stop e hurt in any case. gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.... i sank in too deep.

but oh well. today was quite a conducive day coz i did my chinese hw during e 4 hours break i got despite sleeping for one hour of it. went to e library to study so i guess without e distraction of constantly looking for yihao, i concentrated lor. shall do dat from now on and stop wasting my time on him...

gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

butterflies whispered at
3/08/2005 09:51:00 PM