Saturday, March 19, 2005
its been a long day today.. cant wait to juz fall in bed and sleep.. but ah, e night is young and i still got plenty of homework to finish. haha.. serves me right for leaving everything to e last min..
got up bright and early at 6 today to meet deniece at Jurong East to have breakfast b4 going for CIP at kovan. ben came too and bought us tiong bahru buns.. thanx dude! had chwee kueh from NTUC Foodfare, which wasn't very nice but will pass for a decent meal la. took e MRT all e way to kovan.. fell asleep halfway coz i was juz too tired (hell, i slept at 3 last night..). reached der, met up wif zulia, elaine n azrul and walked 15 mins to e Singapore Triathlon Association. man.. e pools der juz look so beckoning and inviting... and have i mentioned its been damn long since i've jumped into a swimming pool... oh gosh.. anyway, settled down to work on packing e stuff for 1600 runners.. at first it was quite interesting but it got mundane after a long while coz its juz so mechanical. but thankfully e ppl were very hospitable.. even treated us to a meal from e jap kitchen. left at around 3.. took e mrt wif azrul and he got off at dhoby ghaut.
dats wen i msged ziheng.. and we arranged to meet at orchard. actuali i intended to go jurong west cut hair... but i duno wat probed me to go meet him instead. anyway, got down at outram park and travelled back to raffles place to change train to orchard. den i played a prank on ziheng.. told him i suddenly had something on at home and had to rush back wen all e while i was behind him spying on his reaction. den he was like quite disappointed... kept pleading whether i could juz stop by a min or something.. but i rejected, saying it was urgent. and wen he walked off wif a very disappointed face, i tailed him and suddenly msged him to look behind. hahaa... dat look on his face wen he turned his head around is priceless... he probably felt so cheated. haha.. im sorry man.. hehehe.. and i kept laughing away while we walked. aiyo, i was so mean.. but he looked reali funny.. anyway, we walked around town and toked bout stuff.. din noe he could be so chatty and spontaneous. so totally unlike e ziheng whom i tot him to be.. coz he's always giving this buay song face in sch.. like very act cool act dao liddat. how was i to noe dat he's juz this reali amiable guy who loves fun and is quite pure at heart actuali? ya.. it was fun hanging out wif him.. he shared lotsa stories wif me.. and i guess wateva apprehension i have juz melted away by his friendliness and warmth. i felt totally at ease wif him... more so than any guy whom i've gone out alone wif, like alex and jinyi, ever since i became single. i dunno.. i dun wanna give him false hope coz he's still attached but at e same time, i feel like getting closer to him, to knoe him betta... dunno la.. but i muz not completely let my guard down.. coz i still have yet to peel off his superficial level fully to reveal e character underneath.. we'll see la.. but one thing's for sure, im tinking of him more than i shld.. not a good thing i say...
anyway.. had a dream bout yihao yesterday. dreamt dat a grp of us went to sentosa and while e rest went home, he and i were left. he was walking in front oh me wen he suddenly turned around and asked if i wan a ride home coz his dad is fetching him. so i said ok.. but deniece suddenly appeared and told me we have a meeting later on but wen she saw yihao, she cancelled it off. haha.. ya.. so i walked together wif him.. asked him bout nana... and he said dat, after i took e initiative to noe him betta, he started to develop feelings for me. ya.. den we walked.. and saw firdaus and shishi!!! haha.. and he pretended not to see us... so i hugged yihao right in front of him. but strangely, yihao's face wasn't yihao's.. and i was even telling firdaus how much 'yihao' looked like him haha.. e rest of e story, i cant rmb anymore.. but it was a sweet dream nonetheless...
huh.. i wonder if being single does these kinda weird things to u. u get so confused by ur own feelings towards ppl... huh...
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3/19/2005 10:57:00 PM
