Saturday, April 16, 2005
yep, CAEZURA got into the finals! yay... but kinda expected la. onli 4 grps in e semis.. den kick out one grp ma.. OCBC got out. im juz glad dat we've improved since e auditions.. got lotsa positive comments albeit a few screwups here and der. firstly, kai eng couldn come coz she was too stressed up and fell sick as a result. den deniece worried herself over dat and all on top of her other concerns.. secondly, after we finally sorted dat problem out, e AVAC crew had to screw up our dance. initially, e music started too early and we got our moves all mixed up. quickly got back on track and right after e bridge, wen we were changing into our next costume, dey stopped e music coz nobody was onstage(coz its supposed to be kai eng's solo). so we din get to finish off our dance.. sucky. and during e dance, i forgot my first chorus and banged during deniece during e freestyle. but oh well, we got in anyway and hopefully e final showdown will be a good and flawless one.
got back my progress report as well as PW results. i got Band 2! weee.. considered not bad la, but i wasn't reali concerned bout it. i nv had any extreme emotions over results, i duno y haha.. unless its like reali reali bad, den i'll juz cry my heart out. for term one, i had D for Chinese A, D for Econs and O for English Lit. well.. i missed the E mark by juz one miserable point. but my big consolation was GP.. i got a B4 wen everybody else's reflected Es and Fs. geee.. but i reali shldn be comparing results wif other ppl coz i shld fulfil my own targets instead of consoling myself coz of others' inferiority. but it aint a gd reflection of our current standard anyway.. coz alot of tests weren't taken into account. bloody hell !@#$%.
been so caught up wif dance for e past 2 weeks dat i haben been studying properly. thankfully, e finals are bout 3 weeks away tho we have rehearsals for 2 consecutive Fridays until e big day. but all we need is polishing up.. no more choreography so i guess it won be as taxing lor. muz start to get back to my work again... coz i signed up as a Student Liaison Officer for the Pre-U Seminar and i need to commit myself for the span of May and e 1st wk of my June hols. so i gotta get my studies all right n proper b4 i engage myself in other activities. and i seriously need to exercise again.. partly, to beat off e stress as well as to keep myself fit. i find myself getting fleshier by the day, so im cutting down on my intake of food and planning an exercise regime to regain my puny self. if not, i'll juz fill up all my big clothes and overgrow my small ones.. ewks.
ong ziheng ong ziheng. he pops into my head when he wasn't supposed to coz i promised myself to chuck tots of him all away. even if we were to be together, it'll hafta start anew coz all e rumours as well as his lack of action(in accordance to words of promise and watnot) is taking a huge toll on my impression of him. cant help it but i hafta subject him to my 'cold' treatment lor. till now, it seems as if he hasnt reali passed anything yet... and he definitely doesnt noe e meaning of romance. sigh... i can juz go and vomit blood toking bout. he's such a stonehead... but oh well, i guess dats wat endearing bout him. or mebbe he's juz too egoistic to show any true affection. so far, i can onli say its a disappointment la. can some prince charming juz come and sweep me off my horse and juz take me away from this dilemma? but den again, i'll probably be reluctant to go. argh.. dunno la.. e days go by agonizingly, and he's not doing anything great yet. so frustrating...
till i have betta things to write.
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4/16/2005 01:26:00 PM
