Sunday, June 05, 2005
i may have lost my voice, lost my patience, lost my cool, lost my strength at NTU during e past 5 days n 4 nights, i gained a wonderful SLO experience, friends and alot of life lessons. i learnt to be stronger, to be more tolerant than i already was. though it may not be as fulfilling as orientation, e accomplishment is still reali satisfying. dats y i cried during seminar night. all e scolding, bearing wif fellow SLOs who din keep to e protocol, trying so hard to hype up e participants wif all those boring talks and all, it was worth it. apple came up to me during e last day and gave me a hug, told me how wonderful it was being an OGL, now dat he himself has gone thru e experience. same goes for yihao, minus e hug tho. so sad~ haha.
and i realised i missed Group 13. i saw fitria's blog, and she saluted JJC for our "infinity percentage of effort" for everything! whoohoo... dats our reward for slogging so hard. anyway, i slept until 5pm today. beat that ^.^
i miss deniece. its her bdae 2 days ago and i wasnt able to celebrate it wif her coz i was away at pre-u seminar. boohoo. cant wait to see her in sch next week. and im soooooo looking forward to holiday lessons. i dunno why. haha. and ima mug wif chaoshun and elaine at arena country club everyday after some swimming/gym in preparation for our exams. cool huh? dats healthy living for u... i cant wait to get down to my books and start doing my homework. but getting it done is another story altogether.
i need to revamp my blog. its B-O-R-I-N-G. no tagboard, no layout, nutting. ewks.
im changing my phone tml. AGAIN. coz pa juz got his $500 voucher so he's gonna upgrade. mebbe he'll pass down his 6230 to me. or mebbe he'll trade in his and make me trade in mine, den both of us will get new phones. yay! haha.
i need hugs. and kisses. im deprived of it for so long. but im not desperate. juz feel emotionally empty dats all. that's e one thing dat lingers after having experienced an earth-shattering love wif someone for so long and be left with nothing in just a short period of time. dun worry, its natural; im not eager to lap up anyone who's juz keen to get it on wif me. im still waiting for Mr. Right. meanwhile, i shall dedicate my life to my family, my friends and ppl around me. i found out dat i had alot more to give to these ppl after breaking up wif firdaus. and im determined not to change that even after i found my Mr. Right.
i seriously need to dance too! i juz feel like moving it when i switch on to MTV and hear all those dancey tunes. jinyi told me dat Wu Studio is offering 10 sessions for 100 bucks... can choose whichever genre i like. street jazz, hiphip, funk... wateva. sounds like a good deal. but going wif him alone is kinda awkward huh...
ma juz scolded me for staying up late. haha. well i slept too much liao. but i shall be a good girl n sleep more den. nightz~
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6/05/2005 04:39:00 PM
