Tuesday, June 14, 2005
haha. i acted as a calafare yesterday in e movie "One More Chance". very fun experience, except dat der are so many takes of e same scene dat it can get boring at times. and e waiting part too.. super super sian. i guess this is how movie filming goes... nv knew its so tiring, esp. for e production crew. hope it'll be a success for em ba! and if u happen to catch e movie, do look out for me during e last few scenes in e church haha. anyway, im supposed to get 30 bucks for juz sitting der and acting a few bits here and der. got few meals too. pretty cool huh? i dragged my lil sis along too haha, but its like from 8am till 7pm de timing... so if u dun mind e sweltering weather, putting up wif repetitive takes, its quite a nice bargain if ur free to take it up. gotta thank Chaoshun for giving us this rare chance to appear on e big screen, and his sis for being e facilitator and for fetching us der.
went to johor on sunday wif my family to collect rent. but its quite a disappointing shopping trip tho. we went to The Store, which used to be loaded wif bargains and nice clothes. but turned out dat its becoming obsolete soon and e place is quite sparse le. but i managed to get a purple off-shoulder top wif e ribbon on e side for bout 35 ringgit. der were a couple of nice-looking tops as well but i figured it wasnt reali worth e money. before dat, we went to Plaza Angsana for groceries. me and sis went to e upper levels of UOcean to look at e clothes and i tried on a black tunic. but i din buy it coz i tot The Store would have betta bargains... now i regret it. gotta wait a few more months b4 going to johor again, and this time around, we're going to Metrojaya or Jaya Jusco instead.
today, i went to JE library to study wif evelyn. did some quite work la.. finished my Chinese Essay and finished recapping part (D) and (E) of Role of Government. but we stayed der for bout 5 hrs+, so this lil bit is considered unproductive le. sigh... one more week to common test. dunno whether can cram everything by den or not. shucks.. now den i realised i shld have studied for common test instead of wasting my time doing Chinese and Lit homework coz dey won come out for common test. shee-it.
i wonder why ppl like to use "Fuck" so much. its invented for a purpose, which i figured is to express extreme emotions of anger, distress or frustration. by right, i tot its original definition is to have sexual intercourse, but mebbe it got miscontrued to this day. but these days, esp. teenagers juz like to pepper their conversations with this word as if it's so cool to do so. imagine hearing it in Layman's term, "Have sex you" when u say "Fuck you". seriously, its been severely abused for e wrong purpose. moreover, its so crude. i juz cant find it anywhere on my tongue to speak this word. i find it even more bewildering when girls use it. Girls saying "Have sex you" to guys? Eww.
for those who know me, i treasure love more than everything else. and dat love includes kinship, friendship and relationships. material stuff nv reali did matter dat much to me unless these are fulfilled. i live for these basal emotions and onli den, will my life be a meaningful one because without love, its like a body without a soul. haven't u heard dat love conquers all? dats why i treat my frenz with my utmost sincerity, i love my family with my best (tho i may not express it fully), and i'll shower my beloved one with affection and concern. i believe in touching ppl with my emotions and care for them because these ppl mean alot to me. it doesnt matter if i dun get to live in a luxurious home, or get a high earning career, or a reputable social status. at e end of e day, in striving for these, u lose e capacity for e basic human emotions of love and affections. why do u tink dat primitive ppl lived without worries? dey may not have experienced e kind of romantic and sacrifical love we have nowadays, but the bond amongst them is expressed thru battles to protect their own tribe, thru working as a community against external forces.
speaking of that, i miss e feeling of being in love. but unfortunately, i dun have anybody i like now. too bad ^.^
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6/14/2005 10:02:00 PM
