Sunday, July 17, 2005
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oh i forgot to say dat weijian has 2 vampire teeth! hahaha. i have this fetish for guys... i dun like straight rows of teeth; i like e occasional vampire tooth coz when dey smile, dey juz look so cutely flawed. firdaus last time oso liddat one.. awwwwww...
went online to check out e university courses. a few days ago, i was comtemplating not to even go to university coz of e lack of direction and confusion. none of e courses actuali interested me den. i guess it was juz a side effect of my condition... but now after browsing thru FASS's site, i felt like doing so many courses lor. im interested in Communications and Information and Psychology, Sociology. and im spoilt for choice between NUS and NTU coz NTU offers a double major in which i could take Psychology and Sociology since i cant reali choose between e two. it offers both e micro and macro perspective of how e human mentality functions and how society is formed on that basis. eh eh... so interesting. i always wanted to do these courses but was turned off due to lack of career choices. dunno whether its credible or not, but the webbie said dat those grads were employed into PR positions, marketing analysts, tourism among others. a-ha! all of which i'll gladly try my hand at... esp. tourism. For Communications and Information, i could branch out into e media industry, trying journalism, radio broadcast or even television broadcast. haha. i've always be a people-oriented person, so i guess i gonna specialise in dat! cant stand being shackled in e office typing away, or researching thru piles of mini-print and coming up wif a thousand ther hypotheses or reports. but e web alone is not enuff information la.. still cant make a decisive choice based on dat. will see how again.. if not, i can always go NIE and become a teacher. juz dat it doesnt seem dat appealing anymore since i got more interactive options.
bug-a-boo. yesterday night around 2 plus, shishi actuali msged me again coz fir was angry wif her for something and sought help from me. i was oredi asleep by den... and guess what? i dreamt of firdaus! e moment i woke up n saw those msgs, it was almost like deja vu. in my dream, i was running away from someone whom i dun like (but in real life, he's actuali my close fren la... and he kinda pushed his boundaries a lil too much in my dream). den i was running to e bus stop when i saw firdaus on bus 99, standing and holding e handgrips wif bags of groceries. e most ridiculous thing was dat he was wearing this baggy pale yellow singlet (not e shoddy type, but rather those hunky type). it would be sooooooooooooooooo laughable in reality coz he's too skinny to carry it off but aiya, he looked quite snug in my slumber illusions. haha.
its like 1.33am now. i got a tummyache caused by Justea dat my lil bro took home from NDP for e pri sch students. haha. i still rmb my own experience at e National Stadium, soaking in e spirit of National Day along with e youth of my age, our vibrance lighting up e whole atmosphere and our ever-curious-but-never-satisfied craving for fresh discoveries. e fireworks juz totally fired us up as well... oooooh. juz love it.. wonder when i'll get to go again eh?
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7/17/2005 01:12:00 AM