Tuesday, July 05, 2005
yesterday i went to meet e 6.1 peeps after dey visited alvin. i wasnt allowed to go coz of my condition. guofeng, fan phang, lai kuan, yetfeng, junjing and chongkeat were der and we played pool at cineleisure. my virgin attempt... i malu-ated myself learning e basics, but ah well, dey were kind enuff to lemme cheat, and i got 2 balls in at e very least. how long has it been since i've last seen them? a yr ago i guess. i miss them so much.. guofeng and fan phang haben changed... still clowning around. i felt a lil weird upon seeing fan phang tho.. coz im vaguely aware of his affections for me. yea, after 6 years leh!!!!! but i no response la. dun feel anything for him in return tho i had this major crush on him in primary sch. i was behaving more consciously in his presence lor.. hope to go out wif em again someday, or even have a chalet as yetfeng suggested it!
oh, i din mention dat mama brought us out to bugis on sat for a shopping spree after praying at e temple. i got a blue tube for $9.90, a swirly-coloured spag top dats onli $19 instead of e usual $49 and maroon sweatpants for onli $13. and we ate alot of vegetarian goodies coz my aunt is a vegetarian and she recommended lotsa delicacies.
been slacking around for sometime. oops. nv even bother to check my bag for homework when i reach home...
why did god create men with their brains in their balls? like what dey say, their organs are probably the most impt part of their body coz without it, der's no offspring to speak of. i wouldnt even be here without e integration of a particular spermatoza wif an egg, i admit. but does it give males a right to let their lower part of e body rule over their rationality? on an individual basis, it doesnt affect me much but tinking of it on a large scale male population, its juz very mind-boggling and infuriating at how men can juz be controlled by their sexual impulses and not tink of e consequences after that. married husbands can have extramarital affairs even if they do have a loving family, ignorant teenagers injure themselves masturbating up to 20 times a day, boyfrens go skirt-chasing or visit prostitutes in Geylang, some go to the extent of raping any old auntie in e alley juz coz of e urge to satisfy their sexual desires. don't dey even stop to tink of the consequences beforehand?? im not a guy, i dunno how hard it is to quench dat hunger for sex. mebbe its precisely why i dun understand e whole rationale behind all these acts of stupidity and infidelity. no matter what it is, it won stand as an excuse for all those sins dey commit in e name of sex. sex is supposed to be a display of love, the apex of pleasure between lovers. be it premarital sex, one night stand(note: there's no S), or sex in a marriage, at least it complies with my definition. but going around on e pretext of sharing ur balls amongst a heap of women, IS JUZ NOT RIGHT! promiscuity, that is. why cant they juz keep it to themselves, or to just one partner? if e girls( albeit a few black sheep) can do it, why cant the guys follow suit? its plain injustice when hotheaded males give shitloads of excuses and apologies after committing such sins against the women. go fuck a kangkong if u have to.
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7/05/2005 09:38:00 PM
