[[see through me]]
[x] applie
[x] elaine/menghui/apple pie/heng mui/ah meng
[x] sweet seventeen turning elephantine eighteen
[x] 02/11/1987
[x] jurong junior college
[x] family, friends
[x] passion, truth, beauty, love
[x] adventure seeker, daredevil at heart
[x] cynical optimist
[x] introvertly emotional
[x] hypersensitive, uberparanoid
[x] down-to-earth, happy-go-lucky

[[fancies]]
[x] white chocolate
[x] rum and raisin ice cream
[x] strawberries in any form
[x] gummy candies
[x] contemporary popular dance
[x] singing chee-na pop
[x] pink and white
[x] shopping and window-shopping
[x] swimming
[x] short poems
[x] stoning
[x] smiling and making ppl smile
[x] mint

[[pooh-poohs]]
[x] smokers
[x] animal abusers
[x] two-timers/womanisers
[x] male chauvinist pigs
[x] injections/dental/surgery
[x] flying bugs
[x] supernatural occurences
[x] gore
[x] insecurity


[[withered glory]]
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[[friends and favs]]
designer
chaoshun
evelyn
xiaowen
serena
Xiaxue
Ayumi Hamasaki
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Thursday, July 07, 2005

im in e sch comp lab now, supposedly doing my GP research but ah... i was too tempted wif e superfast connection here and e fact dat i ahben been updating my blog for bout 2 days.

im feeling hungry..

anyway, e visit to e priest worked. no more sleepless nights.. actuali i still am afraid of e sounds, but its as tho i've been blessed with a sort of power to overcome. everytime i hear something, e familar feeling of fear creeping over my senses will still be there but it won seize me easily coz i've somehow had this shield against it oredi. yay.. and for e first time in bout 2 weeks, i finally was able to dream of something...

but e problem in my family still aint solved yet. im not as upset as im angry over it. feel like screaming at e top of my lungs to let it all out. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!

AND WEIJIAN IS SOOOOOOOO ADORABLE! man, e results are coming out tonight. im keeping my fingers crossed dat he won be booted out. he's so so so charming and so cute. im totally in love with him oredi... he's my SUPERSTAR!!!

yesterday night, i spent like close to 1 hr msging fan phang. he asked whether i was attached and all... den he kinda hinted dat he wanted to ask me to be with him after i told him dat im single. but somehow, its juz doesnt right la. we haben met for so many years, and both of us certainly has changed alot since we last met. i tink he likes me as e image of e primary 6 girl dat he's in love wif. but he doesnt noe how much i've changed in terms of mindset, mentality and values etc etc. personally, i tink he's not mature enuff in e aspect of relationships... so i dun tink we'll click at all. true la, i had this major crush on him before but dats like 7 years ago! he's not even e kind of guy i would fancy now... coz he's so different from me. but i'll give it time to let him noe me betta, since he asked so... i'll see how it goes den...

ah, lesson ended. time to go...

butterflies whispered at
7/07/2005 09:13:00 AM