Wednesday, July 20, 2005
deniece, rach almost laughed their tummies off when dey heard me pronounce e above phrase. apparently, dey found it very amusing from e way i say it.
i failed econs. 47/50. 'sickened' was e word when i saw my marks... i reali din expect myself to fail, esp. after i spent almost e whole of one week mugging for this subject. so disappointing... =( damn, 52 days to prelims. i betta betta betta start to get reali serious. no kidding.
went for Project Superstar recording on monday and bam! its really cool... being der in a real studio, seeing my idol live in e face (tho im like almost 10m away from him...) and juz enjoying myself in e presence with so many other fans. e atmosphere was real good, and everybody juz gave their best in cheering. im not biased, but Weijian's fans cheered e craziest lor. we screamed at every lil thing.. haha. even e hosts were overwhelmed. and most imptly, Weijian sang sooooooooooooooooo well! it was so touching and so good... e judges all had good comments for him. he reali deserves to get in, no doubt. if all goes well, he will. im keeping my fingers, toes and all e other parts of my body that can be crossed, crossed. anyway, saw e telecast on TV juz now and saw myself behaving quite fanatically when e camera caught me in its view. most of e time, i was like grinning from ear to ear and waving my placard (self-made okay!) like nobody's business. elaine commented dat i looked so funny on tv... and chaoshun said i was crazy. which i dun deny la... coz i shouted myself hoarse until i had a sore throat e next day. and i skipped MO XIE bcoz i wasnt feeling up to it. muz make up tml..
procrastination is e killer of time. im practically butchering mine ruthlessly. oh no.
1. i muz study everyday.2. i muz work out at least 3 times a week. 3. i wanna tan.3 resolutions to myself. dat means, no more afternoon naps coz it wastes time. gotta sleep early everyday... but i prolly noe i won la. i'll try... i'll try.
mrs razal wans to see my parents. =( onli elaine and carmen were exempted. oh man............... der goes my hopes of wanting to become top 3 students in e class. HOW??????????????
my bank account is rapidly being depleted. my sis owes me 50 bucks. and der's alot of other expenses i haben paid for, like topping up my ez-link and buying dat Econs TYS for practice. grrrrrr.... everytime i had to draw money out, i feel a great sense of reluctance amounting to dat of parting with ur lover. im not stingy or what la... its juz dat i feel reali annoyed at e way im spending, tho most part of it is necessary. im cutting my daily spending to at most 3 bucks a day, surviving on plain mee fen and drinks at all times possible. tok bout fiscal discipline.
i cant wait to start working. im oredi flipping thru FastAds. haha. anybody wanna recruit me?
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7/20/2005 10:59:00 PM
