Saturday, September 17, 2005
of sleep. of play. of beauty.
i need manicures and pedicures. not because i want to be pretty but coz they're sooooo weak that they cant grow long without being chipped or flaked. my dead skin is multiplying and i noe nuts bout getting rid of it. looks like a mini-disaster zone to me.
yay. its e end of the week. juz one more week to temporary freedom. right after our lit paper, we're gonna crash PARTYWORLD! weeeeeeeeeeet.
i've been quite self-obsessed of late, coz i keep taking pictures of myself. i stored loads of it in the new digicam, but e prob is... i dunno how to upload it. ^.^ how dumb. i shld learn how to upload photos onto my blog, coz its reali quite boring and tasteless. but im such a lazy bum that i keep putting it off in e excuse of exams and schwork. no more procrastination when prelims are over! smack me if i do.
according to cs's blog, snoozing is great for slimming down. so unconsiously, i've been shedding weight every morning but i guess its not enuff. mebbe i shld set my alarm at 4am and snooze until 7am. wahaha. that'll make a substantial amount of cell death. went to e gym today wif deniece n chaoshun... bah!!! i realised i've developed arm muscles!!!!!!!!! EEEEEKS! u noe, that kinda bulging ones? eeeeee yer... i dun like. ever since i joined netball, that has been my onli regret.... of having very prominent arm muscles. looks very rough on a girl's body.. next time go gym, dun put weights liao... or mebbe i shld go swimming instead of going to e gym.
cs got me thinking. what's e point of a blog when you can't freely express your thoughts? even xiaxue's blog is being monitored by MICA, and two bloggers were arrested for making racist remarks. i mean... i don't condone any disparaging comments or shallow criticism, in fact i quite dislike their way of looking at things. but look, i respect their right to speak up. its juz a personal complaint.. why take it up to such levels as to censor every word you say? its juz a racist remark, it doesnt amount to actions right? i mean, certainly there are ppl out there who are definitely racist but its juz that they din speak up in a public domain. censoring these remarks doesnt equate to the complete eradication of racist sentiment. its true we have to be a gracious society, but admit it la... not everyone can conform to the standards of graciousness. some ppl are juz plain selfish and superficial... so juz let them be la. let their mouths rot in hell lor...
as for me, i initially wanted to keep this blog unknown, onli bound to ppl who surf randomly. but now that i let ppl read my blog, i feel kinda restricted in what i can actualli say. there's alot of things i cannot whine about or criticise for fear of being slammed for being inconsiderate, but like i said, its juz personal opinions. it doesnt mean that i translate it into actions. nobody is an angel... im sure everyone has their own selfish thoughts, its juz a matter of voicing it out or not. but for now, i guess i'll hafta keep my opinions to myself. everyone and everything is juz too tricky to trust....
hola. tml firdaus treating me to fish n co after my study spree with eve. wah, my virgin tryst at that restuarant. suaku right?
running outta money. anybody care to donate to Applie's Relief Fund?
butterflies whispered at
9/17/2005 01:00:00 AM
