[[see through me]]
[x] applie
[x] elaine/menghui/apple pie/heng mui/ah meng
[x] sweet seventeen turning elephantine eighteen
[x] 02/11/1987
[x] jurong junior college
[x] family, friends
[x] passion, truth, beauty, love
[x] adventure seeker, daredevil at heart
[x] cynical optimist
[x] introvertly emotional
[x] hypersensitive, uberparanoid
[x] down-to-earth, happy-go-lucky

[[fancies]]
[x] white chocolate
[x] rum and raisin ice cream
[x] strawberries in any form
[x] gummy candies
[x] contemporary popular dance
[x] singing chee-na pop
[x] pink and white
[x] shopping and window-shopping
[x] swimming
[x] short poems
[x] stoning
[x] smiling and making ppl smile
[x] mint

[[pooh-poohs]]
[x] smokers
[x] animal abusers
[x] two-timers/womanisers
[x] male chauvinist pigs
[x] injections/dental/surgery
[x] flying bugs
[x] supernatural occurences
[x] gore
[x] insecurity


[[withered glory]]
December 2004 January 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005

[[friends and favs]]
designer
chaoshun
evelyn
xiaowen
serena
Xiaxue
Ayumi Hamasaki
Shutterfly ;

Thursday, September 15, 2005

im arrested by hiccups in between verses of "Yuan Lai Ni She Me Dou Bu Xiang Yao" by Ah Mei...

something freaky happened today. as u see, i was about to have a chicken-slaughtering singing session in e bathroom during my shower. i cleared my throat and juz when i started to sing, IT RAINED!!! ok... nutting too serious yet... but when i hit the high note, THERE WAS THUNDER!!!!! then now, i cant sing anymore. some uncles up there muz be conspiring to rob my newly found prowess away...

no paper tml! thats why im slacking away right now. studied at e rooftop juz now, and saw *!!!! gagagaga... i couldnt concentrate for one whole hour. onli after e butterflies settled down, did i start to absorb those chinese characters into my brain. told u it seems as tho im seeing him everywhere i go liddat. anyway, serena came n joined me at 3+... she's such a talkative girl, but very nice to crap with haha. i adore her to bits coz i can be childish with her whereas if i do it in front of my classmates, i'll get weird looks. except for deniece and chaoshun la... who fools around with me too.

my period cramps are super-duperly bad this month. and its e 2nd time this month oredi. e exam stress is screwing up my hormonal balances. =(

paper 1 was okay la. forgot alot of my textual quotes, but the evidence was there. i conjured alot of my own points as well, so i dunno if its relevant or not. juz wanted to fill up 12 pages worth of words.. and i did it! haha..

one more week to go and im freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

feeling insecure these days. feel as if im not doing enuff for my friends. yesterday, elaine was quite upset over her paper but i couldn reali do anything to console her, except to be by her side wherever she went. evelyn's been calling me to complain bout her exam woes, but its like i nv had enuff words to help ease her worries. chaoshun is feeling stressed up over e prelims as well, but i oso have no idea how to help him get over it too. bleah. it sux knowing that ur ability to help is not sufficient. and tho its not likely to happen, i wonder if my friends would take it in a negative light... im getting very paranoid bout this. gaaaaaa. i need lavender...

my entries have been quite random and incoherent. it juz goes to show e state of mind im in...

butterflies whispered at
9/15/2005 11:03:00 PM