[[see through me]]
[x] applie
[x] elaine/menghui/apple pie/heng mui/ah meng
[x] sweet seventeen turning elephantine eighteen
[x] 02/11/1987
[x] jurong junior college
[x] family, friends
[x] passion, truth, beauty, love
[x] adventure seeker, daredevil at heart
[x] cynical optimist
[x] introvertly emotional
[x] hypersensitive, uberparanoid
[x] down-to-earth, happy-go-lucky

[[fancies]]
[x] white chocolate
[x] rum and raisin ice cream
[x] strawberries in any form
[x] gummy candies
[x] contemporary popular dance
[x] singing chee-na pop
[x] pink and white
[x] shopping and window-shopping
[x] swimming
[x] short poems
[x] stoning
[x] smiling and making ppl smile
[x] mint

[[pooh-poohs]]
[x] smokers
[x] animal abusers
[x] two-timers/womanisers
[x] male chauvinist pigs
[x] injections/dental/surgery
[x] flying bugs
[x] supernatural occurences
[x] gore
[x] insecurity


[[withered glory]]
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[[friends and favs]]
designer
chaoshun
evelyn
xiaowen
serena
Xiaxue
Ayumi Hamasaki
Shutterfly ;

Monday, September 19, 2005

im in sch and i finished my paper 4! weeeee. its e longest paper 4 paper i've ever written... 7 sheets of paper!!! beat that...

i dun understand how some ppl can be so jolly selfish without realising that they are at fault. TO YOU: if u wan something, ask for it nicely. nobody owes u anything so stop acting as if we are your slaves. we dun hafta kowtow to you juz coz u cant find ur uniform. i told u to find it for me if u wan me to iron it. im not ur servant, i certainly dun owe it to u to go around searching for ur elusive uniform. besides, i tried to find it. and u agreed to do it urself but being too busy to watch your anime, u ignored me. so blame nobody for that misfortune. we wish to start our mornings pleasantly, not awakened by some mad ranting. and stop playing victim. if u are in e wrong, u are. stop making everybody else to be the bad guy. even if we are, u correct your own wrongs before u head on to tok bout others. u owe ur own conscience to do so.


so sick and tired of saying it over n over again. but can i help it when it always falls on deaf ears?



yesterday, mummy treated e family to Baystreet 21 yesterday. been binging on good food these days... coz fir treated me to fish and co on saturday. i feel so spoilt. but nvm.. while we were eating, there's this couple who kept looking at us and laughing at our crass manners. but more admittedly, at my blunt remarks. so what if i dun mind my demeanour? at least i dun try and pretend to be someone i am not. if im loud, i'll be loud. there's nutting to laugh at. and so what if my father doesnt know restuarant etiquette? we got nutting to be shameful about. if u're so refined, then mind ur own manners and stop staring so blatantly.

im very angry today. im gonna blast all my complaints right here and now. bear with me.

being nice doesnt mean u can exploit me. i may be stupid for u to make use of me, but i tink ur conscience needs some talking to. i won be so immature to take revenge at u, but i beseech u to be more considerate and kind. just because i din say anything bout your behaviour doesnt mean, i dun mind. its juz that i dun wanna strain our friendship. watch out before u go too far, or i won be kind to u anymore.

butterflies whispered at
9/19/2005 12:40:00 PM